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      Grace Place Insights 
      
      by GPI 
      Partner 
      
      Kara Stephens 
      
      Arkansas 
        
        
      
      Articles 
      
      1. SEASONS 
      
      2. 
      AN OFFERING 
      
      
      3.
      
      HELP... 
      My Jalapenos 
      Are Getting Squished! 
      
      4. 
      
      RE-FORGED 
        
      
      
      
      SEASONS | By Kara 
      Stephens 
      
        
      
      I woke up 
      with this on my mind, along with the corresponding song by The Byrds…which 
      is now stuck in my head. 
      
        
      
      
       “There 
      is a time for everything,  
         and a season for 
      every activity under the heavens: 
      
       a time to 
      be born and a time to die,  
         a time to plant and a time to uproot,  
       a time to kill and a time to heal,  
         a time to tear down and a time to build,  
       a time to weep and a time to laugh,  
         a time to mourn and a time to dance,  
       a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,  
         a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,  
       a time to search and a time to give up,  
         a time to keep and a time to throw away,  
       a time to tear and a time to mend,  
         a time to be silent and a time to speak,  
       a time to love and a time to hate,  
         a time for war and a time for peace.” 
      
      
                              --Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 
      
        
      
      On more than 
      one occasion, I have wondered why I went through applying to nursing 
      school, starting, dropping, reapplying, completing the first year, 
      starting second year, then having to drop again. I have come to the 
      conclusion that I have no idea why. For whatever reason, there was a 
      season in my life for nursing school, but now that season is over. Maybe 
      not forever, but for now. 
        
      
      Anyone who 
      knows me knows that the ending of that season broke my heart. I loved what 
      I was learning, I loved taking care of people, and (most of the time) I 
      loved the challenge of learning new concepts and skills. One day, in the 
      middle of a pity party, I remembered something. The whole reason I wanted 
      to become a nurse was because I wanted to help people.  
  
      
      I got to do 
      that!  
  
      
      In clinicals 
      and in my job, I had the privilege of helping many people. I got to be 
      involved in treatments and procedures that would help them. I was there to 
      listen when they were upset or scared and just needed to talk. I held 
      their hand while they cried. I did everything I could to help them feel 
      cared for, and not like they were just another body in a bed. 
        
      
      Not 
      finishing nursing school wasn’t a failure or the death of a dream. It was 
      the completion of a season. As much as I love spring, it’s a season. It 
      will pass, and the next season will begin. But every season has something 
      to enjoy: beautiful flowers, abundant sunshine, gorgeous foliage, or 
      sparkling snowflakes. They’re all wonderful, but they are all different. 
      They all have a time to begin and a time to end. 
        
      
      There was a 
      time for nursing school, and that time has ended. Oddly enough, I’m okay 
      with that now. Yes, I feel sad sometimes. But to quote my favorite author, 
      C.S. Lewis: 
       
      “There are far better things ahead than any we leave behind.” 
      
        
      
      (c) Copyright 2012 by Kara Stephens. All 
      rights reserved. 
        
      
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      AN OFFERING | By Kara 
      Stephens 
      
        
      
      She has come before her God 
      with an offering. Her steps leading to this place have been hesitant. 
      Timidly, she approached the throne. In her closed hands she holds her 
      offering--the shattered pieces of her heart. 
      
        
      
      Now she stands meekly 
      before Him. She feels the cool stone floor under her feet, the rough 
      fabric of her clothes against her skin, and His eyes searching to meet 
      hers. But she can't meet His gaze. 
      
        
      
      She hears the rustle of His 
      sleeve as He reaches out for her, and she is terrified. She wants so 
      desperately to accept His love, yet her fear is fighting to hold her back 
      from that which she needs--from Him. 
      
        
      
      After several moments of 
      uncertainty, she lifts her eyes from her dirty feet and ragged clothes.  
      Slowly, ever so slowly, she meets his gaze. She is surprised to see His 
      hand still outstretched, not the least bit offended by her hesitancy. 
      
        
      
      She looks into His eyes for 
      what seems like an eternity. In those eyes she sees a love that is far 
      deeper and greater than she has ever known. 
      
        
      
      She sees the knowledge of 
      her pain, as though He feels it with her. 
      
        
      
      She sees tears. Tears of 
      pain over her heartache. Tears of joy that she has even come this far.  
      Glistening tears of hope, that she will finally release all the fear and 
      pain and grasp the hand, still held out to her. 
      
        
      
      In the depths of His eyes, 
      she sees complete understanding of her every thought and feeling.  She 
      cannot find a trace of condemnation, though she knows she's been wrong 
      about so many things. 
      
        
      
      With the cold, wet tendrils 
      of fear still clinging to her legs, she begins to lift a trembling 
      hand--unsure, unsteady, and so very afraid. 
      
        
      
      Her hand continues its slow 
      journey, until it is placed within His. 
      
        
      
      With unimaginable strength 
      and gentleness, He closes His hand around hers. There's no turning back 
      now, but that's okay; the fear is losing its grip. 
      
        
      
      A vague flicker of hope 
      flashes across the dim horizon of her weary mind. She clings to it with 
      all her strength. 
      
        
      
      Now He is pulling her 
      closer. 
      
        
      
      Disbelief pounds in her 
      chest. Panic! "It's too good to be true!" The fear screams in her 
      ears. "No one can love you this much!" 
      
        
      
      Suddenly, tears are pouring 
      from her eyes. Her gaze remains locked on His. With the last ounce of her 
      strength she focuses on what she sees there. The love. The unfailing 
      promise. The quiet confidence. The radiant hope. 
      
         
      
      He is speaking now. "I 
      have loved you since before there was time," He says. 
      "I will never leave you." 
      
        
      
      How she longs to believe! 
      
        
      
      "You can't trust Him!" 
      the fear cries. "You know you can't trust 
      anyone!" 
      
        
      
      Slowly, she turns her hand 
      palm up in His and opens it, revealing the jagged pieces of her heart.  
      The air throbs 
      with her question, "Can I trust You with this?" 
      
        
      
      She sees the answer in His 
      eyes--in the essence of Who He is. 
      
        
      
      With a sob, she rushes into 
      His open arms. 
      
        
      
      The last whispers of fear 
      slip away as she is engulfed by waves of love; by His strength and power; 
      His understanding and acceptance. 
      
        
      
      Losing herself in Him, she 
      knows only one thing: she is finally safe. 
      
        
      
      She rests in His embrace, 
      knowing that the pieces of her heart are safe in His hands. 
        
      
      (c) Copyright 2008 by Kara Stephens. All 
      rights reserved. 
        
      
      MUSIC COMPANION FOR "AN 
      OFFERING" 
      
      
      Listen to THE JAR 
      | Words & Music by Leah Lanier 
      
      
      
        
        
      
      From the CD 
      
      
      MORE THAN LIFE 
      
      Artist, Leah Lanier 
        
        
      
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      HELP...
      My Jalapenos Are Getting Squished! 
      | By Kara Stephens 
      
      Life has a way of throwing 
      rocks in my garden. 
      
        
      
      Sometimes they're small; 
      they may cause my footing to be a little unsteady, or I may stub my toe on 
      them. But every once in a while, a chunk dislodges from Mt. Everest, hurls 
      itself into my peaceful little garden, and I find myself face to face with 
      a boulder. Not just a little stone or pebble, but something that is 
      taller, wider, and heavier than I can possibly handle. I can't see around 
      it. It blocks out the sun. And, it's squishing my prize jalapenos! Now 
      that’s going too far! 
      
        
      
      Small stones are pretty 
      easy to manage. Sometimes I don't even see or feel them, and they don't 
      hurt much if I step on them. I can easily pick them up and throw them over 
      the fence. 
      
        
      
      Boulders are another 
      story. They're highly visible, and they can cause some serious pain. 
      
      What is a gardener to do 
      when facing a jalapeno-squishing boulder? 
      
        
      
      I could grab that 
      tablecloth; the one I never really liked anyway, and throw it over the 
      boulder. 
      
        
      
      I could plant flowers (or 
      jalapeno plants) around the bottom, and turn it into some sort of modern 
      horticultural statement. 
      
        
      
      I could call in the 
      National Guard and have them bring in a helicopter to somehow lift the 
      terrestrial monstrosity out of my garden...but the wind might blow the 
      jalapenos right off their plants (scratch that!). 
      
        
      
      What in the world is a 
      gardener to do? Why not call on the Original Gardener. Something tells me 
      He would know just what to do.   
      
        
      
      He could remove the 
      boulder, and make the garden as though that giant rock was never there. 
      
        
      
      He could grind it up, and 
      let it become part of the soil to nourish those lovely little jalapeno 
      plants. 
      
        
      
      He could even leave the 
      boulder exactly where it is and turn it into something beautiful, maybe a 
      fountain with a reflecting pool. 
      
        
      
      I don't think He'd go for 
      the tablecloth idea! He doesn’t seem to be into covering things up! 
      
        
      
      And you know what?  He 
      could even take care of those pesky little stones. 
      
        
      
      No matter the size, shape, 
      or location of the boulders that get dropped, thrown, or catapulted into 
      my garden, all I have to do is consult the Master Gardener.  He'll know 
      exactly what to do with each one. 
      
        
      
      While I'm at it, I think 
      I'll ask for some tips on growing jalapenos... 
        
      
      (c) Copyright 2008 by Kara Stephens. All 
      rights reserved. 
        
      
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      RE-FORGED | By Kara Stephens 
      
      I was the blade that saw many battles, won 
      victories, and slain dragons. 
      
      I was the blade that fought for truth, and 
      never tired. 
      
      Until I became the blade that was broken. 
        
      
      One day the Master came along and ordered a 
      re-forging. 
      
      I was excited, and I was terrified; re-forging 
      is not for the faint of heart. 
        
      
      I was put in the fire until my strength gave 
      way, and I became soft. 
      
      The broken pieces were fit together, but the 
      re-forging had only just begun. 
      
      Next came the pounding... 
      
      The relentless, agonizing, ear-splitting 
      pounding that nearly drowned out my cries for relief. 
      
      I was reheated and pounded, reheated and 
      pounded, until it was finally finished. 
      
      Work so expertly done that the jagged lines 
      could barely be seen. 
        
      
      But I know. 
      
      I know what can happen on the field of battle. 
      
      I know what can happen in the hands of the 
      Master sword smith. 
        
      
      I am the blade that saw many battles.  
      
      I am the blade that was broken. 
      
      I am the blade that slays dragons. 
        
      
      (c) Copyright 2008 by Kara Stephens. All 
      rights reserved. 
       
      
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